I'm 30, and all of my ties with my homeland are broken. Why? Until I die, I prefer answer another questions: What Can I Do? What ways are still free for me? I could work and have a family - but not in my country. I could get a university degree, and become a scientist - or a UN volunteer - but not in my country. So, without money and any support, I still hope to escape the death or jail - if I could leave my country.