New camera gear

I was a social and funny guy, i had a job i was proud of and i enjoyed making pictures and video in my free time.

At that time we had a great family, then our jobs fell apart and because of that we went broke.

We started a new activity few months later, it was doing good, and i started to shoot photo almost as a job.

Again, a flooding made our new activity on standby for few months, during that period my family fell apart too, i was left with my mother and i sold my lovely car and all my camera gear , few months back my mother sold the activity to pay all the debts and now here i am, a not very social person living my life in a room.

Since in few days it will be my 34th bday, i really would love to have a new camera gear and start to finde new jobs again.

i'm sorry if i don't post more detailed info or my pictures, but other then being a little shy i never asked something, not to my friends nor other persons , and i feel ashamed a little just to come here to ask all of you some help .

Sincerely

M.