New apartment

I have been struggling with Major Depression, Severe Anxiety and other mental ailments. I moved here in hopes of getting better and having a new start. I am currently working on getting the mental health I need to start feeling happy again, being helped by the German government. But I am unable to work since I'm waiting on all of this and still need to learn German and go to school before I can get a stable well paying job. I would like to eventually be able to open my own Etsy store and make things and sell them, and even be a surgical tech again but right now I'm unable to so I have to ask for help. I know no one likes asking for help, just as much as I don't, but it would make life so much easier. I've been surviving on my own, without anyone's help, not even my own American government helped me back home, and the military doesn't care about it's veterans so what can I do? That is one reason I left, I need help getting better and I can't wait forever. Any small amount helps, it adds up and even just sharing this with anyone and everyone will help a whole lot. I really do appreciate it. I would love to do the rewards system but because of my mental health, I can't guarantee or promise anything. If you'd like me to make you something, art or knitting or something of the sort, feel free to message me or leave a comment if it is possible and we can go from there. Thank you very much for all your support and I will do my best to keep this fundraiser updated.

Now real quick on the situation at hand, I am currently in the process of getting my first own apartment here. It is a bit scary but also exciting. It is also very expensive because I do not have everything I need. I do not have a bed, I currently sleep on an air mattress, and in Germany, you have to pay for the whole kitchen. You do not get anything in the apartment. It is completely unfurnished. The government gives you some money but it isn't enough to get everything you need. At this moment, I would really just love to be able to afford a bed and of course a microwave or mini oven. I will keep everyone updated on how I am doing as time goes on. Thank you everyone! 💜