Not ill, not disable but FIGHTING TO HAVE LIFE !!!

Hi there, I started this campaign several days ago but it looks as if nobody's sees me or I might be seen but every body passes by me without taking notice!

It toke me a while to make myself to find this campaign as a way of raising money and it toke me longer to concur my fear of embarrassment to ask for a help.

ok...I didn't want to swallow my pride to tell everybody that I'm helpless and have nobody. To say my life is cold and sad!To say every night going to bed thinking that I don't want to die In this situation, and every morning waking up thinking what I'm living for.

Feeling like a real life PRISONER!

We all help people with illnesses and disability as much as we can autopilotly.

However there are people might need attention and help that we don't even see them, as they look healthy and behave normally around us.

People who their lives eroding way, not be able to change it for themselves.

people who are extremely talented but no support to grow snd fulfil in their lives.

I am one of those people.

I am working as a part time florist at the moment. Today when a customer was buying a bunch of flower for a friend who lost her husband to show that she is thinking of her, I burst into tears!

As I felt I am grieving, and I feel lonely for some long time but had nobody to comfort me! As if I have no right to need somebody! as if I must swallow my pain and pretend life is good and hide my sadness!

My boyfriend left me 3 times within 2 and half years, he left me heart broken an in an uncertainty! no family or close friend were around me to put my head on their shoulder.

My boss, became cross with me as I needed attend a course which I was trying to distract myself from the pain I was in. Despite giving her notice, she cut my hours from 30 to 18, even didn't think I need to pay my rent and bills, never mind eating.

So, she added to my pain!

I am FIGHTING To Have LIFE!!! like those who are ill or disable, and I NEED HELP!!!

to enrol a course that will make me grow and improve my life emotionally, also financially I need everybody's help

without your help this shif will be impossible for me

So, if my story touched your heart and you think helping people like me make you feel happy I truly appreciate it, by words and buy helping others as soon as I am able too.

Thank you so much and love you all

Fatemeh Bagherian