need to get to peru for healing

Hello my name is jason.  I'm a single father of 3 kids just trying to make ends meet and provide a good life for my kids.  There mother left 3 years ago and doesn't help financially in any way.  So times are tight. And I'm planning a trip to Peru for a healing of a defect in my personality. I'm an addict. Been clean for 3 years now but the urges always remain. There's a proven treatment in Peru by shamans that will cure this defect in my personality. I have continued to stay clean but want to be cured. I had a friend go and it changed his life.  I want to change mine too. Its an expensive trip and I can't afford it with what I make and My expenses as a single father won't allow me to save the money. Just not possible with my income. So I am asking for help. Even though I'm clean and have been for 3 years I want the thoughts to go away. That way I can focus better on my children and bettering our lives. Thanks to anyone who helps.  I know me and my kids will have a better life If I do this.