66 and Now Disabled0!

I have been a rescuer all my life. I've given of myself, my time, my energy, and my finances happily to help others. I'm 66 this year and been unable to work nor enjoy my senior years since the end of 2010. I'm ex-Criminal Justice/ EMT/ Anti-terrorism/ Nuclear/ Construction/ Environmental/ Industrial and Occupational Safety. I'm on Social Security Disability, have medical difficulties that a lack of funds have make it difficult for me to get better. My dream is to get a little better and travel some so I can enjoy my retirement. If this sounds convoluted, it's because, as those of you who know me, I've never asked for help for myself before and I'm very nervous about doing so now. Please help! Bobby