Need the rest of the old me gone!

First off I want to say thank you in advance. I have lost 150 pounds and I have been working my butt off to pay for my skin removal and lift.. I have saved $6000 of the $14,000 that it is going to cost so far. That being said, I am not going to stop saving. I hate asking for help because I work hard but I would love to look in the mirror and not see part of the old me hanging around. I want to look and feel good on the outside as I do on the inside. I'm 47 and have raised my two wonderful kids. I am a grandma of two beautiful grand daughters. I tend to put everyone's needs before my own and I love doing it but I want to have the confidence that can show in my eyes and smile when I put on a pair of shorts. I am tired of feeling ugly in my clothes. Lol So I am asking for as much help as you all will allow. If you can't or don't feel the need too that is all fine. Just say a quick prayer for me. It helps more than ya know. Thanks everyone and God Bless.