need money to rent a home

i'm a transexual girl (pre op), i was born in a muslim family in iran,My family never accepted me. I felt love at age 14.

The family tried to find a cure for me by using electrotherapy and medicine, They never take me to traveling and partying because they saw me as a big disadvantage, They forced me into military service, there they all mocked,I felt very bad about getting a gun,And because I did not get a gun I was imprisoned, In detention, I was raped by force and I never told anyone, A few days after the rape, I became ill with face paralysis, The doctor told me that the cause of this disease is too much Streets,It took a year to be fine,

I started hormone therapy in 2013,When my father found medications in my room, tried to kill me.and i escaped from home for two weeks .Finally, I decided to escape smuggling to Turkey Without a passport

I introduced myself to the international organizations (UNHCR) in Turkey, I started hormone therapy and laser in Turkey.

I never believed in Islam and in 2013, I officially believed in Christ.

I was recognized as a refugee in 2015 and they considered the United States for my resettlement and I'm still waiting to go to the United States.

Last month, I changed my place of residence and I came to Izmir city in Turkey, Because the court and doctor are related to my sex change in this city

I found a job at a sewing factory - But no one is renting me home, There are many transexuall people in this city,They work with sex, People see me as they are, They do not believe that I live clean And I still do not have a home.