Need money to move forward in life.

Hi. My finances are in a bad state due to a lot of reasons, I have teo dependents, one is studying and the other one is my mother who has health issues. I am studying law and working as well. But I haven't been able to meet ends since a pretty long time and this has caused my financial state to a pretty bad condition as I have also been laid off work for a month. The deeper you go, the messed up it is. I get suicidal thoughts, but I believe in not giving up. Hence, I want to fight these difficult situations with some help rather than running away from my issues.