Need money for university

hello to everyone out there, i am an undergrad student in a university in Japan ( would not be naming it due to reasons). i have always been a decent if not exemplary student , always been appreciated by my teachers and friends. i received a scholarship in Japan that paid for all of my expenses, however due to some reasons i lost this scholarship. Now, i come from a not so wealthy family in India, my parents make only enough money to survive, they will be unable to pay for my tuition in Japan, or for my college in India if I do go back. I have been in alot of stress and anxiety because of this as i want to complete my education and fulfill my goals. If not, i will just be a burden for my parents and i would not be able to forgive myself. Further more, my mother suffers from diabetes and if i have to go back to India it will affect my parent financially and they may not be able to afford medication for my mother. I do not wish to use any of this money for any other reason apart from my education. I hope you all help me to stay in Japan and i will be forever grateful if you do . Think of me as a teenager with alot of dreams begging for a way to fulfill them.