Need help with Health and Payment

Hello, dear friends! I need urgent help with finances.

Now I want to tell you a little story about my life and life goals. (Of course, in simple English).

A year ago, I lived in a small Russian provincial town, which called Syzran.

In the past two years I have dreamed about leaving from this place, because nothing held me in it.

My parents didn't help me in anything, from them I received only constant quarrels based on the divergence of our worldviews. I didn't have my own room, working space and could not take up my hobbies. I didn't even have a phone.

But last summer gave me a chance to change this situation. And I used it.

I worked hard and hard, made plans and was able to break out of my home, which was my cell.

I moved to a rental apartment in a nearby city called Samara. But the past follows on our heels.

My poor state of physical health affected my mental health. I could not cure myself, because the money I earned in the summer was spent on a rented apartment. In addition, I broke up with my girlfriend, because of these bad events, I fell into a severe depression. A little later, having overcome myself, I was able to get a job. But I tried not to allow thoughts of suicide. And suddenly I again found the strength to life. But I hasn't earn the amount needed to pay for the apartment this month because of the frost, there were simply no customers at the car wash. I can't just go back to my home; nobody will accept me in it.
I have several problems with skin, tooths, gums, bone growth and digestion. And this is despite the fact that I lead a healthy lifestyle. Based on the health problems I need to do a couple of operations. Accidents sometimes overshadow our lives.


I know that I can change myself and the world for the better. I know that you, my dear reader, can also do this.

I ask you to help me if it is in your power.

Please, forgive me, if there are typos and errors in the text, because my basic English is too degraded, because I didn't have time to learn and improve it.