Need help to start my own business

hi let me start by saying why I join this campaign.

You see my dream was always to start my own business and its buying and selling. I have been unemployed for more than 8 years now and in this time i sold my wife's car to start a garden services business which was not the best idea ever. The damage and repairs cost was more than the income and my bakkie got damaged badly, so i had no choice but to close the garden services business.

Me and my family is stuck now with any income and the flat we renting out is not even helping to pay for electricity.

I do own a house with a big garage and if i can only raise enough money to start a buy and selling business i can start in my garage by selling as garage sales and work my way up.

I don't want to apply for cash loan and i really don't want to ask my brother for help no more because he refuses to help me after i help him to get back on his feet.

If anyone can help me to raise enough money please help and i promise i want use it for anything but to start my business.

I don't drink and im not doing drugs.

My son is now 8 years and in South Africa it's hard to find a job for me so imagine how hard it will be for him by the time he gets 18 .

I also have never asked for fundraising ever.