Need Help For Father illness And Continue Education..

Hii

I hope all of you are well. I will talk about myself. I'm Sawrav..i am a teenager in a poor country. Now I leave my country and leave my mother to another country for money and and look after them. If i have a dream in my life, it is study. But due to the poor, I can not complete my study so i have to endes it in 10th grade.I wish I could study many more and more. But illness got my father when i was in 10th grade and lost the power of working again.Her problem is when he do hard work, his chest become very haevy he couldn't able to breathe is , so he stoped to go work. When we took him to the doctor,says he need done somerhing called Angiography after that they can go further But due to the money,we couldn't able to do that.. Then they send me a foreign country abroad. But I wanted to go in college but what can i do then i have to look after my family.Then it does not become very easier to gather money for the process. We aaked many people for money but they are sought to pay, but no one agreed to help because of we are poor. And because of not having our own money,we take load from bank by interest to give them your living land. Then when I gave a broker that money, he gave me a visa to go abroad. Then I come overseas. But after coming, he does not give me any fixed work.I have been passing my days very trouble and I have to pay a lot of money to bank I also have to look after my two little brother and their education Expenses.so i was in very deep stress so I keep trying for find a work but there aren't any.. Then after passes 3 months,A man said that he need some men for work than i agreed to work with him.he said he gonna pay every month, but after 5-6 months worked with him.he only give two and half month salary..and when i asked about rest of money he keep saying i will givw today,tomorrow,today,tomorrow he do the same thing with other of my co worker..then i ledt work then I'm looking for work in one place to another place but couldn't find any.Then i was starting sitting front of a bigger name is Babil hyper Market people gather here for work.But there I was not alone, so many more like me came to find work, and if someone got one work they used to take there brother friends take with them to work they do not take me..cz they don't take me for being younger than them. In this way, I have been passing days in very very deep trouble , because I have to send money for my family, but I cannot make it much the money I make it all goes to on my room rent and my food can do is not able to give my family.so often I feel very helpless in this world. I was hoping that I could clear all the debt of the bank to earn money when I went abroad, I would be able to pay my brothers expenses. I can do a good treatment to my father.But i couldn't do anything..now I'm so afraid my father helth is not so good in this days now he cannot go for long walk..and there is no good sing from me to send money to do treatment to him..

In this past two month the work is so down that i only go 8 days to work...in this month i didn't pay my room rent if i don't pay in this month they gonna kick me out of the room..now to don't know what to do.. I'm so afraid now...i need yours help i need little bit help if you all help me i can go back to my country i can do a treatment to my father i can clear my debt and aslo I can again start my education..Otherwise commit Suicide will be the best way for me to sort all problems.. Your little help is a lot for me...

And please forgive me for my all grammatically mistek..

Sincerely

Sawrav