Need help due to hardship

Hi there, I decide to create a fundraising campaign today because, I am desperate in need of money and I do not know what to do and how I can help my bf at the same time. Till I look up on the internet and seek for help. Because, I feel it's the only way I can outreach to others and ask for help.    I used to work for a US corporate company till one day due to stress one of my eye suddenly began to shut down and became blurry and swollen..My eyeball was infected and had a leak in the retina. My specialist told me there was no cure nor any treatment for this eye condition CSR..Eventually, it will just go away. However, the scar will remain permanent inside my eye where my focal point will never retain the 100% vision like before.       One of my Optimistric say that, my condition will just get worse off till my eye become blind. And it will affect my other eye if I do not look after properly. So I went back to work and wanted to applied for some time off and instead they do not approved and forced me to resign from my job.    So I had no choice due to my serious eye condition. That I need to stay at home and rest, and I remained unemployed since then from 2010-2011...I had no choice but to stay in bed and rest and keep resting till I feel abit better..      Then end of Dec 2011...I faced with a huge car crash and my life nearly ended on that very fated day..But thanks to God, I was alive, but my car was totally write off..And the insurance company didn't compensate me enough to get a decent car. I was conned by an old man who sold his car to me where everything inside the car was all damage and I had to land myself in debts while repairing the car every 1 month.     And I tried going back to the workforce after 1 year of rest. But it seems I couldn't face too much of the computer due to my eye condition. My vision became distorted as if my focal point were damaged and I couldn't see my vision 100% and very soon I lost my job again. I felt like I was deprived at some stage because I do not know what tomorrow brings for me.         I lost my car, my entire career and I tried to pull myself together and instead of doing office work, I tried cooking instead, I quite enjoy cooking but I had lack of fund when I first start up a business..I had to loan alot of money from my family till now I can barely pay them back a cent. Because, the business take time to grow and I can hardly pay for the business equipment. And I was rejected by the govt for unemployment benefit because they said I was fired by my employer who gave me minimum wage and took advantage of me during my troubled times.        And I was surrounded by people who are more fortunate than I am and they started to despise me because I do not have any money, I couldn't go out nor I can do anything..      Eventhough I had a little shop now but I am not getting enough money to survive each day...because I am in the poor suburb and people can hardly afford to eat or buy food there.. So it eventually make my life worst.   And my bf and I wanted to get married this year June but had to delay because we couldn't afford to get married nor can afford to have a wedding party or any honey moon trips..      Then last year, my shop had been robbed almost 10 times..People just steal whatever they want. And they even steal clingwrap too. That's how desperate people in that suburb are.     And now my wedding plan had been cancelled, one due to financial crisis, second due to my bf had a motorbike accident, 3 weeks ago he call me up to inform me that he had a car accident, his hand were badly bruise..And because we are having a long distance relationship so we can hardly visit each other due to financial problem as well and our main communication was on skype or via phone. I felt very sorry because I cannot be there for him.    Nor I can do anything for him..He ask me to send him medical fees because he is in need of money for treatment. So I send all the money I had that is $500 to his bank and that is not enough for him too because he need on going treatment.      After that 3 weeks later he had another motorbike accident this time on his leg. He told me it's quite serious as all the skin on his heels are peeled off...I saw it and I felt heartbreaking because I am already suffering from financial distress as I already send him all my money few weeks ago and I really wanted to help him...But I can't because all my money had been transferred to him during his first accident and now he had a second accident.. It blew both of us away...Then the next disaster happen, few days later after his accident his older brother called up and advice his liver were hardened? And his parents want him to bring his brother to the hospital and my bf did. And the doctor or specialist advise that his older brother condition is very seriously and it's last stage of liver cancer, and he has only left with one more month to live.      And I truly felt sorry for him because he just met with an accident and now his brother is dying..And yet my ability is so limited towards what I can do to help them.       I couldn't sleep for many days because I don't know what I can do next. I wish to help them financially too but where can I get the help from. I prayed for many days and the only answer I see is the rainbow..Rainbow means hope and also God's promise towards answering my prayer.       My parents think it's impossible for me to help them too. But I placed my faith in God. My parents forbid me to go visit my bf even when he is badly injured because my parents know if I go I will land myself in a mountain of debts. And it's impossible for me to raise the lump sum of money for me to visit my bf overseas and also help him..So my only hope is to set up a fund raising campaign. Hopefully, I can raise some money to help them..