Need help desperately

Hi, i was retrenched some time ago and havent been able to find a good job in the past 2 years. But thats beside the point. My previous dog had cancer and i spend beyond my savings for his medical bills. On top of that i always see stray cats n dogs or people who post online about abused animals and i always want to help them. I really feel terrible if i cant help and sometimes i can dwell abt the same issue for days. So i ended up now with 1 adopted dog n 1 cat. Then recently im helping to foster another one too. These 3rd kitten has a little bit of health issues even though not serious. But ALL THESE over the past 2 years chalk up my bills to almost $20000 sgd already. And im currently just doing odd jobs, havent been able to find a management job still. Also i moved out because my dad cheated on my mum and i had a falling out with him. Im not saying i have a good heart but i LOVE ANIMALS. Alot alot. And i cry whenever i see posts about abused abandoned or sick animals. Every time. Then i feel terrible when i cant help. My dream one day is to open a shelter for ALL ANIMALS WITH A NO KILL POLICY so they can get to enjoy earth like we do. So yea, alot alot of commitments on my shoulder but everyday i see these strays or posts online n i still yearn to help them. But i really cant continue to help if my own bills arent settled. I really hope u guys can help me. Its been coming 2 years and im suffocating from having so much financial burdens. I really need this 18k to settle my bills n put me back in the right track. And OUT OF TIS 18k, if i hit my goal, i will take 2k to donate elsewhere. Sorry coz thats the most i can donate the rest i really need to settle my bills Thank u guys so much in advance!