Need help.

Hi, My name is Jefferson and I'm 19 years old and I'm really in need of help due to my insurance, bills and car loan. I've been searching for part time jobs none stop but due to the pandemic, most of the places aren't hiring..

On 16/3 I fell sick at work and was needed to take MC leave.

18/3 MCO (lockdown) happened and I've no choice but to stay home but still able to work from home.

1/4 my boss decided to have us take unpaid leave because working from home isn't profiting for my boss.. but they said we will be able to claim the subsidy wages from government but until now (7/6) we haven't received it yet for the pass 2 months..

20/4 I started to go and find some part time job because some of the shops are allowed to reopen but I've no luck.. it seems that all the place isn't hiring.

28/4 I've to fetch my grandma back to her hometown as my great grandfather deeply ill. To visit and take care of him.

1/5 I haven't receive the subsidy wages..

5/5 I started to ask for another part time jobs in my hometown but still without any luck there isn't any shops hiring due to the pandemic..

18/5 tried to sell second hand stuff from my house.

25/5 I started my own business. Selling homemade foods and delivering them.. but I rarely got sales..

4/6 my great grandfather passed away..

7/6 continues looking for a job..

Right now I really just don't know what to do anymore and I can't rely on my family because they're going through the same thing and we're all losing money..

I hope everyone understands and I'm sorry, I know it's selfish of me to ask this as everyone is going through the same thing as me.. but I think this is the only thing I can do..

Thank you for your time reading this and I wish everyone a good day and stay safe.