Need Generous To Pay Debt and Business Capital

I am an employee of a private company in Jakarta, Indonesia having a wife and 2 children, each aged 6 and 3 years old. Prior to this I worked in some places with a salary far below average, while the necessities of life continue to increase, meanwhile, my wife works as an early childhood teacher whose monthly income is also based on voluntary contributions of his students. Finally to meet the daily needs, I took the initiative to borrow money in the Bank by KTA (Loans Unsecured) as well as through online loan funds,Initially payments run smoothly though I had to dig a hole closing holes from my salary is not that much. But in the end it became stuck up until now, although it was helped get more money from my sister-in-law loan. My wife also opened a small shop to help cover everyday needs. To this day I have failed to pay for installments to KTA, online loans and my brother-in-law. Even I was visited by Debt Collector of my KTA loan, also the relationship with my sister-in-law was a bit tenuous because I failed to pay paying loan installments. So sometimes I do not come home to 'calm' myself.
Through website I beg for the help of a generous and kindhearted benefactor to be able to help. to alleviate my debt and the capital of the development of a business shop. May the benevolent benefactor get a reply from, the God Almighty. Thank you