My trip from hell to heaven

From the beginning..

Hello everyone. I'm male, 27, and currently living in cologne, germany. The last few years have been terrible for me. Let me tell you a bit about what happened.

In 2011, my parents died. Since our realtionship hasn't been the best, it didn't freak me out at first. Over the next months, i startet realising what happenend and became depressed.

So, i decided to do a trip around the world with my two best friends in 2013 to get new impressions and forget what happenend. Unfortunately, they both didn't survive a car accident just weeks after we planned the trip. R.I.P Daniel & Felix.

Since i was totally alone now, i became more and more depressed. I decided to move to cologne to start a new life. The first weeks went out pretty well, but after i lost my job i got very depressed again.

I got in touch with the wring people abd startet taking drugs like cocain and ecstacy. This went on untis the end of 2015.

Just days before i was losing my flat since i wasnt able to afford the rent anymore, i met Marie, the love of my life. With her help i stopped taking drugs and started to work again. She also helped me getting a new goal in life.

Why am i telling you that?

There is one thing i really want to do with her. Going on a trip around the world like Daniel, Felix and I have planned it. Without them, i wouldnt live anymore. Everyday i'm thinking of what we could have seen together.

Please, help me on making my dream come true.