Good day. My name is Dima. I am 26 years old and I was born in one of the countries of Eastern Europe. I was born in a multinational and multiconfessional country. The country is very poor and after the collapse of the USSR suffered tremendous economic, social and demographic losses. Corruption is blooming in the country, famine is even observed in many regions, education has degraded, and there is huge unemployment in the country. Together with my family, like many in my country, we are barely making ends meet, and this all happens before the eyes of the government and the dictator of the president, immersed in immense corruption. And this whole situation is justified and covered up by religious figures. Thieving priests and imams, cynically asking for the last money from the population for charity and God's work, bathe in luxury, having huge profits on religion, which, as everyone knows, are not taxed. And at the same time they say that the Will of God, all power is from God, thereby justifying our dictator in power. Poverty, low education and religion - these three components go hand in hand. The country has a social swamp and political stagnation. The coming decade does not promise anything good for the population, and especially for young people.
Due to the large spread of Islam in the country (Islam is the second most widespread religion in the country), Islamic radicalization of youth is actively underway. Many religious preachers promote radical ideas of Islam, religious literature of an extremist nature is openly distributed. They increasingly talk about infidels and more and more often hear calls for their "conversion" not only by word, but also by the sword. I myself was indirectly confronted with this: as a high school student, I was lured with classmates to all possible seminars and presentations about "the only right religion - Islam." My older sister, having married a completely secular at first glance guy from a Muslim family, less than six months later noticed the radicalization of her husband and his brothers, and this was all under the tacit consent of their father. She is afraid and does not know what to do, she is afraid to be killed because of her Christian origin or to be taken to Islamic gangs. She is afraid for her little daughter.
As for me, I’m in a stalemate: I graduated with honors from a pretty good school in my city, I’m a capable, hardworking guy, but it doesn’t mean anything in my country, everything is decided by communications and money. I wanted to go to university at the Faculty of Information Technology, but our higher education system was also completely corrupt. Enrollment to budget places cost huge bribes and are distributed free of charge among "friends". The learning process is also accompanied by pulling money from the student. If he wants to graduate from a university without intentionally created problems. Therefore, I seriously thought about getting a higher education abroad. Ever since school, I studied English and German diligently, but even here I came across insurmountable obstacles. In almost the whole world, higher education is a privilege for wealthy, solvent citizens who justify their advantageous social position by God's will. People like me have to stay with nothing. I would be ready to sell any property, take any loan for education and even sell my internal organs, but all this turned out to be impossible. Loans in countries of education are issued only to citizens of these same countries, and the property that my family owns is not worth the money to pay for my studies. The maximum possible loan from a bank in my country will not cover even half of the cost of studying, and the conditions for obtaining it are not feasible, due to the lack of property against such a sum. Trading in internal organs is unfortunately prohibited. I even tried to raise money on crowdfunding platforms, but almost none of them support my country, and local platforms do not raise money for such purposes.
Young people in my country have no opportunity for implementation. Young people are left either frustrated by the inability to find their place in life, or seek salvation in radical Islam. I am a convinced atheist and in many respects do not agree with the imposed beliefs of the main religions, and even more so I do not accept their radical movements.
Therefore, I decided 100 percent for myself that I can’t realize myself in this life, I can’t benefit my family, my country, people, I can’t bring anything to this World. So I decided to do euthanasia. I can’t look at all this injustice in the country, at this hypocrisy of the authorities, their disregard for the people, slavish attitude. I was tormented by depression, my complete futility.
I consciously decided to take this step, weighing the pros and cons. I see no reason to start a family, leave offspring knowingly condemning him to poverty and a hopeless future. However, I will not hide my fear, my cowardice. I’m afraid to lay hands on myself, namely, I’m afraid of a painful death: I’m afraid to hang myself, I’m afraid to jump from the roof or throw myself under a train. I even thought to provoke a policeman to kill. But such a meeting with a law enforcement officer may result in my disability in case of injury or a huge term in prison. In addition, I consider it extremely unfair to provoke a policeman to kill or force poor citizens to pay taxes on my detention in prison.
I learned that this procedure is legalized in Switzerland and the Netherlands and will cost the client 4,000 euros. For many, this amount will seem rather modest, especially for people who organize it for themselves, but unfortunately, in my country this is a very large amount. Of course, I have already collected 2700 euros plus money for additional expenses for a visa, plane ticket, money for a hotel and food. But that is not enough. I thought for a long time and searched for which English-speaking site on the Internet to turn to and eventually chose this crowdfunding platform. I beg you to help me raise the remaining amount that I need so much for euthanasia. PLEASE! Only euthanasia, only such an end will make me happy.