My son and I need a miracle.

I am a single mother of a 12 year old son. Our lives changed forever 4 years ago when my best friend, my dad, passed away at home from a heart attack. He was my sons father figure. I miss him so much. After he passed, my mom changed. She went into a deep depression and started fighting with me and saying the cruelest things she could come up with. She ended up spending all of my dads savings and retirement on online gambling sites. I have done everything possible to keep her from going under. I ended up having to quit work due to covid and then I had to sell my vehicle to help with her bills. I'm in so much debt. My phone constantly rings from bill collectors. And I am at a breaking point. She holds my son over my head saying that I'm unfit financially and as a mother to take care of him. I am literally stuck with no way out. I want to work and get a place of our own, but I lack a vehicle and no one will hire me to do work from home. I'm sitting here typing this literally crying my eyes out because my son deserves the world and I have nothing. I just want a chance to live a successful life and show him what life really can be. If you are able to help me in any way, from the bottom of my heart and soul, Thank you. It is very embarrassing to ask for money but I have no other choice.