My story is not the saddest.. I know I am lucky somehow I am alive and well (hopefully) and I am grateful for everthing. But each day I struggle and I try to overcome all my feelings and fears.
I need this money to escape an unhealthy relationship that destroyed me and will continue to do it as long as I accept to depend on him. After 5 years of a living nighmare in the name of "love", I am left with extra 55 kilos, with a psihiatric treatment for depression and anxiety (even though I was a very happy and normal person before), no place to live and I will be very soon evicted, no job, no savings..
All I want is to escape this nighmare, rent a home, relax my mind in order to lose some weight and gain my confidence, and build a business because Im smart and capable.
I dont know how I ended up like this and let all this pain change me. All my life I helped others, I helped animals, I volunteer everything I believed that my help will make a difference, I donated with all my heart.. now I am the one asking for help, and believe me, It was very difficult for a stubbron Aries like me to accept that I need some help.
I have no relatives to ask for help, money or a roof above my head, so Im asking you, please help me to change my life..help me to become the one I was before happy and in love with life. I made some bad decisions which led me here.. every day I wake up my heart is racing because I dont know what that day will bring me, and I keep saying "this is not my life, this is not my life".
I want to wake up happy.. I want to have a roof above my had and this to give me inner peace and stability..I hate being a grown up, inside Im still a child that believes in miracles..
Thank you for reading this..and changing my life..