I am MJ Crave from Davao City Philippines.
Last June 2017, I was diagnosed with Subserous Myoma (Tumor outside of the uterus). I was appalled of the news as I didn't expected it.
I thought I was just experiencing a hormonal imbalance due to irregular menstrual cycle. And I thought I am valuing my health more...but no.
Hearing about it from my first OB-GYNE examination, I almost jumped out of the examination bed. I was in disbelief. Because I never thought that the lump I felt below my tummy, was already the tumor (myoma), about a knuckle-size (my knuckle) as what the doctor said.
She asked me if I've experienced pain and bleeding and I said, I didn't experienced any. I really really thought that everything inside my body is normal and I felt devastated because of this news regarding my health.
And then paranoia consumed me for 3 weeks (almost a month!) and felt like it was the end of the world for me...depression consumed me and I even got angry why do I have to experience this??!
I suffered in silence and was even too scared and selfish to share this to my parents because I don't want them to worry and I got all this by myself (that superhero attitude). I even asked God if this is karma from all the bad things I did...crazy right? But I know it's not.
Fast forward now, I am all good and doing great. It made me realize a lot of things. And I lift it all up to HIM , the Lord. Even if there's an on and off surgence of overthinking, I do my best to mute it and pray that everything will be fine.
I look forward to the day that I will be able to undergo a surgery. Estimatedly it'll be about more than a hundred thousand as what I have asked the doctor.
This is my first time to use crowdfunding and I thought it will help me raise enough amount for the surgery and medications needed because I am planning to undergo next year, soon...
I am reaching out to everyone who has a kind heart to help me in my financial needs. Any amount will be greatly appreciated.
Thank you very much and I will update you kind people during my wellness journey.
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NAME: MARIA JOHANNA R. CRAVE
BPI SAVINGS - Account number: 9419093332
METROBANK SAVINGS - Account number: 058-3-058-48736-9