My Lost Dream

I wanted to be help poors and needy Girls through my Earnings. .M from middle class family but wanted to be earn money for family and Girls .I invested my family income in 4 business time by time but everything went wrong aginst my expectations . I Invested and stated a Engineering Coaching Center in my  rural area  with very basic fee..But after first month coaching all Students left..I tried to survive in Building Expenses  but i failed. After Few Months Second Time i Started a Computer Center Here i got huge loose because i invested more than first..No One Pays in Rural ...I lost my almost all money..which i earned with hardwork. Third Time i opened a school with a one year contract in a rural Area ..i did huge investment took money from friends and from parents ...I relised that in Education on Rural Area / Rural India.. no one pays. At the End i was bankrupt of 100,000 . I survived for 2 years for this i returned 40000 of friends but can never return money of my parents...It always hurts me. 4th and Last time i did Partnership in a private limited firm because i am post graduate in computer .. studied from scholarships. i decided to control entire technical work of firm and once more i demanded money from parents with sure gurantee of returen ..bujt after 4 months we lost everything in business . Now can not show my mounth to my parents ...I lost everything in MY Dream .. I always wanted to Grow and wanted to help Poor Girls .. I wanted to Open Education Institution for Poor Girls Only But Could Not....Now i am Bankrupt of More Than 200,000  .. I have only one Option ...Sucide. Please is ther any Person Specially Indian Who can help Me....Please Help Me If You Can Now m working in a private school with montly income of  Rs. 2500/- [INR]