My life after the loss of my family

Hello this is Dimitri, I really appreciate even the least of time you can offer by reading my post here.

2020 is undoubtedly a rough year so far, not only because of the pandemy all around the planet but also for me as a person.

As an only child with no brothers and sisters I knew that I would not always be under the care and protection of my mom and dad and eventually one day I would be alone.

I couldn't imagine this would happen so early in my life, I am a student left in total darkness and chaos, my parents passed away in February and I am left without my own family that I love so much, the only two people that I had in the entire world, and they did mean the World to me.

I am the only son they had, left alone at an empty house that I don't have a descent job to sustain, bills, taxes, debts, that I struggle to keep up with, and I feel really sorry for writing this, but I feel I am at a dead end, no light on the other side.

I am really really sorry for my use of English I know it is not perfect, my parents tought me to be proud and be strong and right now I feel so embarassed for having ended up at this point, unfortunately I can not ask friends or relatives because I know every family has to deal their own every day problems, and I would hate to be a burden for anyone. I wish I could do more but I am only in my 20s, I wish I could have my parents back, make them smile for what I could achieve, make them proud.

I am not asking or begging for help, I know it is hard for anyone to share even a cent nowadays.

I know that God will show Love for everyone and I believe my parents are in Heaven praying for me not to give up.

My debts are more than 10.000 euros, but honestly, deep in my heart, even a single donation would mean huge kindness and light up a glimmer of hope. I do not have a target of money set here because that would make me feel even worse, like I am begging on the street, I appreciate anything that you can share, just a sweet word would brighten my spirit.

I am forever grateful for the time you dedicated and if you can truly help me through this campaign get back on my own feet, I know I will never be able to thank you enough.

God bless us all