My last hope.

I lost my job during covid when I had to be home with my son due to school closings, wasn’t eligible for an unknown reason so car payment, electricity, water, housing, normal everyday items ( were now about 3 months behind) finally got hired through a temp agency was doing my best to catch up then boom let go from them due to no work and corona affecting parts. My phone is shut off, all of my living bills are being threatened or repo’d and i will feel so terrible if i cant get my son any presents for Christmas. I feel ashamed - i cannot even drive to get to a job let alone get him a soda from the store. This year has been the worst of my life. I know being a single parent is tough but this seems to have no end in sight. Kaiden was also recently diagnosed with ODD and ADHD so this last year when i was able to work i had to take off so many days as well because of behaviors at school, him having suicidal thoughts etc. I feel this is the absolute last hope as i have tried loan after loan but of course my credit has now gone out the window - I am leaning toward bankruptcy :( any help I would be so thankful, i would love to help another going through this when I pull my head out of the water. Thanks All

-stef