my kid dream job

my name is edward ewing i been working as a roofer for the same co.   I was 17 when i started now im 47 i have 2y ex driving a truck part time started saving money for years got the money to buy a truck . and started my  llc and then my mom got sick taking her in and out to the hosp took some of the money. and then she passaway  01-4-2014 she was all for me doing this and geting out of roofing .i been cut on three times from being inj my sister paid most for the funeral. i paid the rest of the money i  need to get this started so i can make more money to help her. this was my kid dream job.then started roofing. been there going on 29y now i need help i have no other way of puting the money back so if anybody could help me. i will pay every body back the money that help me when i get started. thank you edward ewing.