Hi, my name is Csilla and I live in Hungary. I am 19 years old.
I was born female but I identify as non-binary. I've hated my breasts ever since they started developing. This has effected me in many ways.
From a young age I tried to hide them by hunching over so they wouldn't show. This over time has lead to scoliosis and upper back pain.
Still I can't bring myself to stand up straight because I hate not having a flat chest. I feel very self conscious about them and I can't help but think that people are looking at it.
From the body dysphoria I became very unhappy and eventually I was diagnosed with depression, which I've been suffering from for a couple of years.
To solve this issue I wish to have a corrective surgery which would remove my breast tissue so that I could finally feel at peace with my body.
The surgery would likely cost 5000 to 10 000 euros. I will definitely opt for the cheapest option. I don't wish to keep my nipples so that would make the process easier and hopefully cheaper.
Unfortunately surgeries like these are not available in my country currently so I will have to travel as well, which complicates things a bit I will do anything that it takes. There's nothing I want more than to finally feel comfortable in my body.
Please feel free to ask any questions! Any amount is well appreciated and it's a HUGE help. I am a student and I work part time but I still have to borrow from my parents sometimes. I couldn't ask them for more since they've already helped so much.
Thank you for reading and considering to help out. It would mean a world to me to know that people care.
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