My dream to have a demo recording

Born and raised within a family that is musically inclined. 34 of age this year, and had only one regret, not having the means to engage a professional for a demo to showcase as opportunities presented were not available. Always wanted to be a ballad singer if given a chance. Recently send a draft song to a song producer but his cost were over my budget. Any small help means the world to me to just achieve this one dream I had never manage to reach, not for the fame,but for me personally to share with the people around me about my story. Below is a link to my old videos where I used to love to sing which is years back. If anyone knows wants to help me professionally when it comes to music, I would be glad to receive the help from you even if it's not monetary donations.

www.facebook.com/RitzDarlz/