My Dream Leptop

Hi, I m provat.I have a many dream to establish my life.I always thinking that I take a proper education then I will be a establish man.My dream is a set in a successful frelancer.That's why I need a good quality leptop or desktop.But I m a poor student.I have a 2 small sister and my parents. I'm the only person who earn mony and survive my family. I have no ability to buy a good configuration leptop or destop.I have no word to written here.I need help to buy a leptop or desktop.plz funding me and help to growth a boy future frelancer.