My dream job: editing and youtube.

Hello,

My name is Selene and my online name is Noel. Welcome to my crowd-funding of being able to do my dream job of doing youtube and high-quality editing. I believe I can do it because I love every second I spend editing and coming up with creative ideas to express my inner meme-ry. Let me introduce you to me, your Noel.

Like I said before, my name is Selene but I wasn't named by my parents. I was named by me. A greek *Turkish accent* name (greek goddes of the moon) at that. My dead name is actually **** *********. Did you expect me to actually tell you? maybe in the future but not now. I am half Turkish and half Saudi Arabian. I have been living in turkey ever since I was 9 years old (currently 23, Mommy anyone?) and I have always felt like a gamer ever since I was aware of myself. My parents always forced me to be one thing but I knew I was more than that. Heck, I was multiple things they didn't agree with (super conservative anti-gamer religious parents) but I never really understood why I was being shamed for being absolutely normal (in my eyes). So, one day, my dad got me my first laptop-I was in middle school, 13 years old (though I was using the internet way before with my brother's shared computer, windows XP. dreadful days)- which I have been using ever since. I started watching youtube. First started watching Tyler Oakley my gay arc then Gigi Gorgeous my trans arc then Pewdiepie my racist arc (Jk my gamer arc actually) then blaire white, yeah.. My racist and transphobic arc.. then my weeb arc with CdawgVA, Synsnap and the boys etc.. etc.. then Azan my baby leftist arc and fast forward this year, Vowsh my Commie mommy dommie arc. I love who I am today and I am ready to grow as a person and become a socdem in the future (apparently, that's what happens when you have everything you need to become a communist society but then get blue-pilled into becoming a SucDemNutz.. Love you guys but that is not my end goal..). Anyways,Toshiba. My god, what we have been through together. How much instant ramen juices have I spilled while binge watching my childhood animes (YuGiOh and Digimon, Spacetoon anyone?) and later how much hot sauce have I spilled for my microwaved nuggies while watching mike and molly (a dreadful sitcom because it reminds me of how much I loved Melissa McCarthy before she started partaking in every Hollywood desperate consumerist hellhole movie-making machine) or while how many sleepless nights I have spent grinding in digimon masters online (horrible MMORPG made by the worst money-hungy bourgeoisie). I have been through so much with this computer but it is time. it is time for me to get something that both handle my editing programs I want to be one of the top (yes I am vers I like topping catboys) meme channels like Grandayy and Donald Dark alongside Highprogressive (hello, Leftist Ryan Knight). Oh, also, I am a trans woman who just started transition this year and I also ran from home this year so I am living on my own and I am damn well with it.

Thank you for reading all of that if you even tried. any kind of donation or straight up sharing with your progressive friends, audience, groups (discord,whatsapp, reddit, etc..) would help immensly. I know I am asking alot but this isn't just a donation for me to buy a computer for funzies but an investment (ah talking like a capitalist) to my future and my career. I am thankful for everyone that I have who even thought of me positively for one second.