My Christmas

My life is great. I have two wonderful children, we are all healthy and I work. But my problems started when I loan a large amount of money to help my "friend" and yes I was naive and didn't think she would stop paying. Now all my accounts arw blocked....I have nothing. I just want to close that dept and go on with my life.....besides money the worst thing is that I lost a friend. I still believe there are good people out there and with a lot off small amounts you could save me.