My cancer is called life ! Before I die, I fight !

Dear friends, thank you for the time to fight you for taking us!

Many have already lost the battle, please give us the chance of cure!

Michelle is a 20 year old fun-loving, cheerful young woman, my fiancee, the mother of my children, daughter.

We are from germany,so please excuse my english is not so good.

How it all began? Well, we do not know it exactly. Michelle was fine, she was healthy .... At least we thought she was healthy.

2 years ago, she complained repeatedly about pain in her right hip bone, regardless of whether she sat, or was moved. Our doctor suspected a muscle strain. She got an ointment and should conserve. Even after 4 weeks this pain was not much better so that Michelle could rarely go to university because she was in such pain and no pills helped.

18 months ago we could no longer be satisfied with the statement of our doctor, who took the view now, Michelle had an inflammation of the pelvis.

As an orthopaedist had x-rayed the pool was clear what this endless pain caused: a bone tumor, larger than a fist.

The diagnosis was the worst we've ever experienced. My otherwise strong angel wings were broken and she fell down crying. Again and again she said to me: What if I have to die?

This endless pain to see broke my heart but I had to be strong for her.

We had to go immediately to the hospital so that there occurred further investigations.

This was followed by a biopsy with the finding of a Ewing's sarcoma, a rare type of cancer which was therefore recognized far too late.

Because of cancer, however, already is enormous, and has spread to the thigh bone, had to be removed 1/4 of the pelvis and parts of the femur and the iliac joint.

Right on the next day we went with Loss of chemotherapy, which should bring the tumor to shrink. And this is where I realized my sunshine is back, my little fighter said to me: "I have no choice I have to fight, not only for me, but for us and our little man, he needs his mom"

Our struggle had thus begun!

She had to go through so many tests and it is so nice to see how many people have been thinking in these difficult times to us and it gives us the strength to look forward. Thanks!

It's like a roller coaster ride of emotions, about fear and sadness to hope ...... Sometimes we want to wake up from this bad dream, but unfortunately this is the sad fact.

As you probably know, the costs so causes a disease are immense. Our friends, family and relatives who supported us wherever they could, but our financial resources are exhausted. Every donation of you will help us to win this battle! No donation is too small.

Please help us!

It is used here below! Pray for here and all other people who fight against cancer, thinking of them, we are happy about any sympathy and sincere words.

We pray every day that this terrible disease can be eventually healed by now on the same, because it requires so many lives, destroyed families.

At the moment we are on our chemotherapy outdoor time, Michelle was operated for the first time 17 months ago. The tumor on the pelvic bone has shrunk by previous chemotherapy. After the operation was followed by eight weeks clinic. During this time she had 2 strong convulsions that they had to be moved to the ICU. We have seen them go, but our treasure has managed and fought back. After another 4 weeks was allowed for the first time for 5 days home and it is now every time she comes home from the hospital after some time a wonder how strong she is and cares at home for her son.

This was followed in this time more chemotherapy and operations. However, the left femur is now infested and we fight and fight and fight. During chemotherapy, she is very bad, she vomits fever, yet it radiates and gives us a charming smile, which gives so much power!

Currently she is doing well under the circumstances and she enjoys spending time with us.

We will tell you about any success.

Please pray for them,

We thank you for your support!

Your Martin and Michelle