My Birthday Wish for a Life Without Abuse

I will be 29 on the 16th (Oct) & I want nothing more in this world than a safe place I can finally call Home. I have been living with my very physically, verbally & mentally abusive ex who, last Sunday had someone come over who repeatedly threatened my life, told me that I should kill myself & cut myself going the other direction & that everyone would be better off if I quit breathing, that nobody cares about me or loves me, that I'm so pathetic I don't even have a family & that I don't have anyone to call for help.

All I want is to finally live somewhere nobody can kick me out, where I don't dread having to go to, where I can for the first time in my life I can just relax & me & my dogs can have a life worth living.

I do my best to help others any way I can & I hate asking for help especially because I need it so often due to my situation & the struggles I deal with daily with my mental health. I was afraid to even make this fundraiser because it would just prove my ex & his friend right about everything they said & I already look at myself as insignificant & nothing to anyone. But I have to try, especially for my dogs. I've found land that I can easily afford the monthly payments on my disability check. So all I need to come up with is the funds for a travel trailer, electricity put in as well as water & septic system.I I will post updates to let donors see that the money is going exactly to what I said it would with pictures, receipts & video. For those who donate or even just share my fundraiser, you are changing a life, no actually you are giving a life, bringing light where there has just been darkness. You are bringing healing to wounds you can't see on the outside. And once I finally am in a better place in life & have the means & ability to, I will pay it forward. I'm a firm believer in doing so.