Mother in need…

I did wrong, it all Went wrong and i am doing the very best i can do make it good again, but it is hard and i need so much Money to pay out myself and my kids from this mess i created.
9 Months ago i woke up and wanted nothing else but die. In two years I managed to turn my life into a nightmare. I was diagnosed with chronic migraine for a couple of years ago and after several treatments and medications doctors gave up and gave me Citodon which is a heavy painkiller. After about 1 year I was dependent and nothing worked for me anymore. I had migraine 5 out of 7 days a week and was not able to work or take care of it I should. I started taking loan after loan after and in October last year, 2014, I woke up out dennaa nightmare and realized how bad everything was set. Everything was gone, all the savings, all the dreams, all the loans, everything. After a lot of help from friends and family, I have managed to stay away from drugs and I fight my way through each day. All loans raised remain, and there is no way I can pay back this. If it was only about me, I had seen to survive but now it's about three innocent children who are affected. I have turned my life, I want more, I struggle every day but now I really need help. Give me a second chance ....