Mommy in need of healing

Hello, my name is Tanya and I'm a mother of 2 boys 3 and 12. I'm reaching out to the Internet community for assistance.  See, last year in September of 2014 I fell I'll at a time when I was planning a transition for a new life for me and my boys. I was to start doing my reserve duties for the Air Force, new job, new home, you name it. These things are now non existent because of this mystery illness.  Since then I've been to the emergency room 9 times, been to several doctors and have been misdiagnosed a few times.  Where I live this type of thing is unfortunately quite common and the doctors refuse to do certain tests and in some cases I've been denied testing.  I need to get off this island (St. Croix) to been seen by a better physician and get the care i need to get back to business and take care of my boys. I'm trying to take charge of my life .... I'm tired of being in pain and not being able to have the strength to play and give my boys the fullest attention they need. I've asked my family for assistance, but I've been waiting since last year.  I'm under much  stress... my boys are too. And to add insult to injury I was assaulted by my ex recently and that has exasperated the issue, and the fact that I've had to deny job opportunities because of my condition really hurts my heart. I would like to thank everyone for donating in advance and appreciate all you help. Have a great day!