Molly and ace

hi this is my first time doing something like this and I am hoping to have some luck I rescued 2 horses from a bad situation I still have 1 of them and 1 passed away I had to have surgery last year and fell begin on there bills due to not being able to work and having 1 pass away and the other was sick and is still having issues... My horses are my life and they are all I have I work a lot but still can't catch up I'm 23 years old and struggling to keep them but I can't lose them they have kept me going each day they have been there for me through the pain of high school and junior high from being made fun of and I can't imagine my self withour them... I lost 1 that I had for 11 years and she was my life and it still hurts me every day... The bills for trying to save her and the bills for having to put her down and dispose of her plus I didn't have the money to get her cremated or buried still kills me to this day..This is hard for me to do this but I am hoping to get some help!!!