mighty man’s family journey

On July 07 2013 a wonderful additon to our famiy arrived coming into the world at 21 weeks weighting in at 1 pound 14 oz. Eziekel was giving the name "mighty man" by the hosptial staff because of him never giving up despite his life thratening condition. He was born with PDA and BPD ROP, he can't breathe on his own as of today still requires a ventialor. He has his first lung surgey 10/29 which didn't not improve his health so far. Im just trying to touch base of things. During the course of exspenses traveling 2 hour drive everyday for over four months takes a toll on your wallet . I am struggling to stay ahead of my bills and the rest go to visiting my first grandchild which is becoming harder and harder. This is my daughter first child which she just turned 18 and she also devloped problems from pregancy and has pulmunary ebulisom. I have 6 other childern under age youngest is 9. Christmas is getting close I have nothing saved due to exspenses which I would never changed for nothng. My family has been through so much in 4 months. I just want them to have a nice christmas and be able to happy. I had there list for awhile and still havent had the heart to tell them I can't aford anything. My grandson room is imcomplete can't afford to finish it he came to early. I want to be able to get all my childern gifts and grandson. he still in the hosptal and will be there for awhile. I don't know much about this site i just happen to glance at this. And thought this might be my lifesaver. I seen alot of caring people on here. Thank you for reading