Single mother struggling financially

Hello my name is Mindy I'm crying while writing this, I was recently diagnosed with granulamatosis with polyigitis and scleritis of the left eye, rheumatoid arthritis, I have dealt with depression, anxiety and PTSS post traumatic stress syndrome,I'm a victim of domestic violence,and I cannot work I am a single mother of two I applied for ssi over six seven times still keep getting denied for it.. it's in review now haven't heard anything denied I was independent had pride couldn't ask for help until this happened now I realize it's ok to. I have no car to get around need a car donated to me please a car, my kids have appointments coming up my oldest has developmental problems and speech disability and has suffered from anxiety and depression, my youngest has asthma..I have a rare disease called granulamatosis with polyigitis autoimmune disorder and arthritis scleritis of the left eye and the only thing im on is methotrexate retuxin and my eye is worse nothing seems to help and not able to work with this illness sometimes weather causes infection I need help with these Illnesses but I can't afford it or treatment I need health advocates to learn more about this. also trying to get money saved for or dental work that needs to get done soon..and our apartment it's small would really like a three bedroom house I've never lived in one these.. I have bills has to be paid they have doctor appointment "WE NEED A CAR DESPERATELY". I'm sorry to inconvenient anyone but I'm am struggling bad my oldest is a child with special needs and speech problems suffering from depression. Please help me I would appreciate it needing the support so bad..I would be forever thankful and grateful God Bless and thank you everyone for your .

And with the holidays coming up I'm struggling financially even more than before..places that help low income waiting list are full or they are out of funds I was even told by some to see if dealerships could or do or would donate a car I would appreciate it and I had to reach out to a few for help.