Time I reached out for help for the majority of my life it has been an experience filled with disappointment, financial stress, verbal and physical abuse along with what has been 7 years battling several mental illnesses. My parents are split and have constantly used me as a tool to "get back at eachother" while only interested in what serves their own needs. Thought about suicide and all sorts of ways to end my miserable existence as things just kept getting steadily worse. Was placed in an independent living apartment in a rough neighborhood across from a rehabilitation facility shortly after I graduated highschool. With surprisingly great grades (98% Art 94% History 94% Marketing 86% Physical Education) considering I was living with my drug addict and heavy alcoholic Father who also had a room mate at the time who was selling weed and mushrooms. All while living off $100 per month and some packs of noodles as my main nutritional source. Once I graduated in 2014 at 19 years old they placed my in the ghetto apartment which is familiar surroundings to me. After 2 years of attempting to recover from all the BS i have been through the Canadian Mental Health Association cut off my rental subsidy. Next I was forced to get into the labor force to be pushed around, bullied and treated like a slave as I lifted and lifted to make $80 in a day. Just scraping by while having the pampered college kids stare at me like I am a loser. Next I met my first and last girlfriend ever in the same ghetto apartment who I was attracted to because she seemed to love arts. Then she started selling art to an proclaimed stock trader elite financier worth 500 million dollars at the time. After wards she treated me like a worthless loser and her mind state shifted to the luxuries of life. To add to the stab in the back she started the trash talk about me on her blog and told all her friends to stay away from me because im mentally ill. This is what made me decide I will read about the financial industry and the concept of having money work for you. Ah hah I thought as my life would no longer be filled with poverty and stress! Then I could work on my creative projects without worrying about finances. Wrong I even attempted various online businesses without a clue how to do this properly and lost all my savings of $3500 the I hoarded away from my labor slave jobs. Soon after I build up $3000 credit card debt as my mental illness severity increased significantly. Lost my mind, my ghetto apartment, my horrible girlfriend and all my money. Now for what has been since 2017-2020 I have been bouncing around from my abusive parents homes living off $1100 per month while obsessively teaching my self about many difficult concepts. Such as Search Engine Optimization, Email Marketing, SMS Marketing, Social Media Marketing, Website Design, Wordpress, Crypto Currencies (mainly the free giveaway programs), Psychology, Body Language, Economics, Business, Video Creation & Marketing along with Cyber Security. Now I want to learn Coding and Video Game Creation or something that involves my artistic talent. But so far I have don't have the time to learn more in depth concepts as I have to focus on making money now. So I built this website http://www.computerprofitpathway.com/elementor-50/ and have invested quite a large percentage of my small Disability income into programs and software. With these tools and my website listed above I plan to contact english speaking business owners and helping them with sales. Most physical business owners have a very slight knowledge base about online marketing. So I figured that will ease my financial struggles as I am living with my Mother and she is constantly threatening to kick me out on the streets and keeps insulting every business plan I have. Just want to leave this place and move on to a better life where I can live independently have my online local marketing business and work on creative projects on the side away from these nasty people.
THIS IS SOME OF THE ART I HAVE CREATED I HAVE MADE QUITE A LOT MORE BUT DESTROYED OR THREW AWAY MOST OF THEM DUE TO ARGUING WITH MY FATHER AND PROCEEDING TO BE KICKED OUT.
YOU CAN SEE MY PICTURE AND CONTACT DETAILS ON MY WEBSITE ABOVE IF YOUR INTERESTED
THOUGH I HAVE DEVELOPED A SURVIVAL INSTINCT TO LOOK LIKE I'M NOT WHAT I REALLY AM ( A DEPRESSED, FRUSTRATED, POVERTY STRICKEN, UNHEALTHY AND STRESSED OUT GUY )
A TECHNIQUE I CALL ARTIFICIAL CONFIDENCE