Hi there, my name is Samantha and I am nearly 30. I live in Wales with my amazing boyfriend. Due to severe trauma I have suffererd from a disabling mental illness called bordeline personality disorder for around 20 years. I haven't had a life yet due to my illness and I would really like to give it a shot. There is no treatment available where I live and private treatment would cost £ 200,000 which of course I'd never be able to get due to my illness stopping me from working. I have however found a wonderful rehab centre in Illinois USA that could give me intense treatment for £ 30,000 and then I could be a normal person adding to society by giving back. I'd like to be a child counsellor. Thank you for taking the time to read my story.