medical research for a 21 old girl how wants to be able to study it

I've been sick for as long as i can remember because ive lost my memories. The doctors can help me get better help me be a girl again. But they need the money to research what is causing my body to shutdown my organs the way it does when im stressed. This means that i cant go too school much because school makes me stressed. And its taking a tool on my mom. Because i can't provide for myself. My mom is a single mom trying to save every penny she has. We both arent able to work due to our medical situations. Please help me have a shot at life. I would like to be able to life without pain for a day. And have a shot at my study so i can help people in the future because thats all i really want.