the last three years, I have suffered through tough times with a
cardiac disease, and without sufficient insurance, visiting
government-run hospitals, and ultimately getting out with a worse
condition than what I had before.
My situation is dire; I barely am capable of typing these few words. But this is becoming unbearable and I am reaching out for help.
I have a chronic heart condition called congestive heart failure, since 2011. I have a sister who died from the same disease some years ago, so it might be genetic. This condition renders my heart muscle unable to function in a proper way enough to carry simple tasks like walking and it places so much pressure on my respiratory system that I lose breath all of a sudden, due to the accumulation of fluids in the lungs. Sometimes it can cause my legs to grow twice their original size, preventing me from walking altogether.
time, I stopped being able to give lessons as an English teacher, and
slowly lost whatever money I had saved, and now I can't even have
sufficient food and/or medicine.
Recently, I developed an inflamed gallbladder, with severe gallstones, and thickened gallbladder wall. The pain is intense and unbelievably sharp; it feels like someone is stabbing the upper quadrant side of my ribs with a hundred knives! Surgery was postponed due to my weakened heart muscle, and the government-run hospital (Prince Hamzah Hospital), has a long waiting list. I am in severe pain every minute. It's just beyond description what I am going through and alone as I don't have any siblings or next of kin relatives living with me in Jordan.
Pray for me and may God help and save you and your loved ones and fill your lives with love, light, and happiness.