March Against Kill Lists

My family was placed on the kill list for conspiracy to serial murder three individuals as retaliation after three of my best friends raped me.  Due to the brutality of the killings, randomness of the targets, and intent to retaliate against the community at large our crimes were considered terrorist attacks.

I was naive and angry enough to talk to my mother about killing one of my friends after his plan to rape me succeeded, but I never went as far as to give her a single dollar or description of the person.  After just 5 days I insisted that we not continue in this path.  But, my mother said she wanted to do something now and I told her that the only way that could happen is if we targeted random people as a symbol.  She said they thought of that but, I told her I didn’t even want to talk to her about it.  She brought it up a few times and I always told her I didn’t want anything done.  However, she carried out the attacks to avenge me and the nsa believes I told her to do it.

All of my family became involved and they were all killed back in June.  They have been replaced by government agents who look nearly identical to them.  They know their life story, since the agency will use torture to extract information.  I have been told that I will receive torture for everything from talking about the agency to eating food.  Most of my friends have been displaced and replaced as well.

I was given until June first to live because I confessed and cooperated.  I told them where victims had been buried.  I also tried to stay neutral and open minded during investigations.  I believe my faith in god also helped me through this time.  However, I am still on the list.

I intend to travel the world in an attempt to seek political asylum and file suit against the federal government.  This is a high risk approach because I will be tortured for my efforts if i am unsuccessful.  But, I refuse to give in and wait to die while living in a depleted state.  I know my family was guilty, but I do miss them all, and I believe their human rights were violated.  I do not believe that America should be stooping to this level.  Help me fight the regime and fight for my life.