Making up for my Parents

My background:

In around grade 1 I had leukemia which caused me to skip out on school and be hospitalized for about 2 years, in grade 3 I was capable of attending school but had to do regular check ups every month which did stretch out eventually and well, ever since around 11th Grade I've been in the clear.

Last year in 2018 around June I got into a Pneumothorax incident (leaked air into my left lung) which put me out of doing anything for a solid month, and after that I can't confidently say my body has been as well as it has been even months after.

Right now I'm currently in my first semester of my diploma studies in Mass Comm and this is really for a just in case. During the Pneumothorax incident I was in my third semester of engineering but due to health and distance issues I had to change colleges.

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So I'm not gonna lie, while my parents aren't exactly in complete poverty they're not exactly the richest either and I genuinely just feel like I'm scared that I'm not exactly going to be capable of returning what they've given in time, if at all. That type of group that can go out for a movie or two a month but can't exactly shill out thousands on every Iphone that comes every year.

I'm physically speaking someone that tends to easily get into a lot of different health issues that somewhat stop me from truly giving it my all in fear that it'll just lead me to get into more problematic ones. Over exerting myself perhaps.

So in the case that I do end up not being able to repay my parents for all their generosity I'm starting this GoFundMe, I don't really have any particular goal, could end up with 1$, 10$, 100$. As long as there's something.

Just in case another incident somehow does stop me from being capable of well doing anything really I'm hoping that I can at least have a sliver of something to give in return. Because as far as I'm concerned they've spent far more than they really should have on me and I honestly am very afraid that I might not be capable of repaying them.

The money will not be used for anything else but given to my parents in the case that
1. The case that I another health issue does cause me to stop my studies, again.
2. I well, die.

Thank you to anyone that donates, even a small amount could honestly just help me feel better knowing that I could leave something for them as I don't really believe that I have much self worth.