I found myself in tears while I was on my European holiday, I was sitting in my lovely room watching a video on what had been going on in Fiji. I looked around and realised how extremely blessed I was but then also realised that all the money I spent on my holiday could have been put to such good use while still getting to see the world. I absolutely adore different cultures and I didn't fully immerse myself in any of them. I didn't get to live the way everyone else did from their homes, I didn't really do anything to make a difference while I was away. This made me think really hard about what my next step was going to be, so I researched and found volunteer programs out there where I could use my skills . I put this off for a long time though because I had no faith in my abilities, no trust that I was capable of doing the volunteer work. I recently found God and he has cleared me of that, he has enabled me to have faith in myself through my faith in him. It will be a tough but exciting and rewarding journey, I know he will be with me every step of the way, guiding me through it all. This is my calling, I can feel it and I am so blessed that this gets to happen. I can't wait to see what it brings for myself and the lives of others.