Make my dream come true

Hello!I am not sure if i am doing the right thing, I am shy in doing this but i do not know any other way as of now. But well, who knows, just taking this opportunity and maybe this could fulfill my dream. My dream since I was a teenager was to get a computer, well, for games. I wanted to play my online games at home. Sad to say, we are not the richest. As time went by, my parents broke up and it seemed like I can never buy the computer I wanted to have. Now I am 23 years old, I now need a computer for my career and school. I want to become a programmer, web designer and android developer. I am currently studying at a local unversity as an Information Technology student. When I was a child, I wanted to get a good pc for gaming, but now, I need it more for my school works and practicing my programming skills. My laptop cannot run most of the softwares needed like photoshop, dreamweaver, and java as I only bought a very cheap one. I am humbly asking for your help in fullflling my dream and hopefully in my future career in this industry. I am humbly asking for any amount. I will be building the PC myself and will take a video while I build it and post it online. I hope I am doing the right thing. I am knocking into the kind hearts of anyone who sees this message. I need you! I need your help! Thank you and may God Bless us all.