Help Mar get therapy and survive through another day

Fundraising campaign by Lora Mar
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⚠CONTENT WARNING/TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of suicide, self harm, abuse

Hello, I go by the name Mar and I am a 21 year old woman from Indonesia. I am an only child and I am currently living alone away from my parents, and I have recently been cut off by them. If you would like to learn about my situation in-depth, feel free to read further below.

I am currently unemployed and will become homeless if I can't pay off my rent by December 2021. I don't have any stable means of earning money outside of some art commissions I am able to offer. I had to stop going to university because I am unable to pay off my tuition fees any longer. Right now, I'm only able to make enough money to sustain myself for several days to a week at most. But with my mental health deteriorating each passing day, it has physically impacted my ability to function and work on a daily basis.

I am in need of funds to help me get diagnosed and receive proper therapy. I haven't been able to get a proper diagnosis yet, but I have been living with severe suicidal thoughts and self harm for more than 5 years, and I have attempted to committed suicide in the past. Right now, I am unsure if I need to be put under medication or if regular counseling is enough to treat myself, but I could really use professional help as soon as I am able to, but the treatment costs are too expensive for me to sustain long term.

I have tried asking my own parents for help, whether it's to help me get a diagnosis or giving me some emotional support, but it took me far too long to realize that they are in fact abusive towards me. I have tried countless of times just kindly asking for their help, but all they did instead was denying and neglecting my cry for help. Not only that, ever since I started asking for their help, they grew more outwardly abusive towards me and entirely cutting me off, making me unable to receive any sort of help. My parents even went out of their way to make sure I am unable to reach out to my relatives for help as well. Right now, I am physically left alone, with only a few online friends who are only able to keep me in check every few days due to their personal lives.

This campaign is my last resort as means to tell myself that there is still hope for me. Right now, I am in my worst condition. Everyday I get tormented by my own thoughts, it is unbearable, it really drives me on edge. It's hard to keep telling myself to stay alive when my biological parents have finally abandoned me. So please, hear my cry for help.

If you would like a rundown of things I will do with the money I gain from this campaign, here is a rough checklist of things I will sort out starting from the most important ones:

  1. Paying off my rent (approx. $100 by Dec 2021)
  2. Tuition fees (approx. $500)
  3. Appointment with a therapist/psychologist for diagnosis (approx. $200)
  4. Other basic necessities (food, water, house supplies, etc.)
  5. Any remaining money collected through the fundraiser will be saved up as a means in case an emergency occurs.

Thank you for sparing some of your time to read through my story. Any amount of help means a whole lot to me. You can donate through this site, send directly to my paypal, or you could order an art commission by contacting me or through my Ko-Fi page. If you're planning on ordering a commission, please be warned there will be delays and it is not advised to commission me if it is urgent. If you are unable to donate, sharing my campaign page is also helpful enough. Thank you very much for your understanding. I will leave links to my commission sites down below.

My Ko-fi Page

My Commission details and prices

My Paypal



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Hello, my name is Mar. I am a 21 years old artist trying my best to survive on my own.

Hello, my name is Mar. I am a 21 years old artist trying my best to survive on my own.

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