LOVE_OF_MY_LIFE

I´ve been into a relantionship for 12 long and happy years. Now things are just crossing a difficult phase beacause my girlfriend just moved away from our home, the place that we spend the best moments of my life toghether  to a new house near by, she needs time to herself because she started to get confused after a friend that she feels atracted to, started to send some text msg to her...she´s the love of my life and i know deep inside that she still loves me, but i have to give her space for her to see how important i am for her..but the main difficult for me now is that i´m very lonly beacause i share all the time with her..and just don´t know how to be alone anymore, i need to get of my confort zone and to get her out of her  too..but right now my financial situacion is not the best, i went to this new job 2 weeks ago but is difficult to have my head where is supossed to be, and that way it only get´s worst day by day.. i really need to find peace inside of me to move on and try to rediscover myself,  and come back stronger to fight for her , i´m young and passioned about life and nature...so i need to go away and travel to someplace and stay there until i found myself again..that´s why i need this small amount of money to stay for one or two months..hope there´s someone out there that can help me at this such difficult moment of my life..