Lost my pride and joy

Hello, my name is Kyle Fryers and i know this is an odd one but im just looking for some help.

i recently just lost my pride and joy, my project car. I lost it to an individual speeding causing my car to become a write off. I am an apprentice mechanic so i am living on terrible wages and i took out a $10,000 loan to get this car of my dreams which if you are wondering is a Nissan Skyline R34. I still have $8000 to pay off on my loan and soon to come $1200 excess from insurance because insurance think it was my fault. Nothing i can do about it. I have third party insurance too so i dont get a payout

reason i didnt go for fully comp is simply because i cant afford that on my wages as an apprentice.

i am really upset simply because the amount of work, time and money i put into it and im now left with nothing. I used to take it to charity rasing motoring events,  which i can now no longer participate.

Im struggling sith a bit of  depression from what has occured and the amount of stress of debts i have to pay from money i simply do not have.

All i am looking for is just $1 donations anything to just help me get back on my feet.

Thankyou