Lost money to the fraud agent

My name is dharmesh patel. It is very embarrassing moment for me to share my story here but i have no other choice . I want to go USA for better life and for that i hire a agent . He asked me for 3500000 (35lacs) INR as a charge and given promise to help me out in getting US visa. I am belongs from middle class family.my father is a farmer and for my better future my father sold some of our lands and for that we get INR 2500000 ( 25 lacs) and we borrow another 10 lacs from a person on a big intrest rate of around 10% per month . I was very confident to get US visa and that agent offered me a fix job of $7000 per month salary. That's why we took risk for better life but i got rejected for US Visa last year and after that we are facing so many problems due to high rated money faken on interest . I lost my all money to that agent and now we are in a deep trouble bcs we have to give that INR 1000000 (10 lacs ) intrest every month. I tried everything but it becomes harder and harder for me and my family. I think to end up my life many time but I don't eant to end my life like this. I want only one chance to resolve this money issue. I will given each of single pie to the person who will help me. Please please help me out if possible. I am not a fraud. I lost big amount but not hope . Thank you for your support.

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Dharmesh Patel